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Hey Shanna! I wrote to you a while back about having 2 kids under 2 (at the time) since I'm about to have my 2nd and my 1st is only 17 months old. I have a personal question and I hope you a) don't mind answering and b) have time to answer. :-) I guess I won't hold it against you if you don't though. :-) This pregnancy, like your 2nd and 3rd, was unplanned and closer to the 1st than I'd like. I guess I'm feeling not nearly as connected to this pregnancy and this child as I was to the first. I often find myself with thoughts of resentment and guilt and wonder if I'll really want/love this baby when he arrives (in 13 days!). Did you experience any of that? If so, how'd you handle it? Any advice? I'm sure they are normal feelings - I've learned that we all have feelings that we don't share with others and therefore think that we are the only ones feeling them which is absolutely not true. So, while I hope you didn't experience this, I kinda hope you did. :-)
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That is the title of the email I received.
I receive a lot of emails.
A lot.
I’m not complaining. I truly do read each and every one. I love to hear from you. I’m just not always able to answer them all, but I try to help as much as I can.
This email came last week and it tugged at my heart strings. With the permission of its sender, I’m posting for you all to read:
“Hey Shanna! Â I wrote to you a while back about having 2 kids under 2 (at the time) since…